[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:06.96,0:00:10.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[{\i1}waves crashing against a shore{\i0}] Dialogue: 0,0:00:46.15,0:00:49.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Denali] I overheard someone talking \Nabout their problems the other day. Dialogue: 0,0:00:49.48,0:00:51.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"I had the worst day ever", they said. Dialogue: 0,0:00:51.82,0:00:54.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"First, there was nowhere to park \Nat Whole Foods, Dialogue: 0,0:00:54.11,0:00:55.95,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and everyone was acting all aggro, Dialogue: 0,0:00:55.95,0:00:59.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I had to walk like two blocks in the rain,\Nand my shoes got soaked. Dialogue: 0,0:00:59.85,0:01:03.52,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then my stupid salad was like $12. Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.52,0:01:05.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Then I was in such a rush to get to yoga, Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.34,0:01:06.68,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I forgot my mat Dialogue: 0,0:01:06.68,0:01:08.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and I had to use some nasty loaner mat Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.48,0:01:09.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and it smelled like balls." Dialogue: 0,0:01:11.62,0:01:15.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[Denali] I don't know what the big deal is, \NI love the way balls smell. Dialogue: 0,0:01:25.63,0:01:28.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm pretty sure Ben knows I'm dying. Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.81,0:01:32.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm not sure if it's the cancer \Nor something else, Dialogue: 0,0:01:32.08,0:01:33.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but he's been taking me Dialogue: 0,0:01:33.46,0:01:34.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to all the places we used to go to, Dialogue: 0,0:01:34.94,0:01:37.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and checking on me a lot. Dialogue: 0,0:01:39.01,0:01:40.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The other day he asked me to let him know Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.71,0:01:43.05,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when I was ready to go. Dialogue: 0,0:01:43.32,0:01:45.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He said he didn't want me to suffer. Dialogue: 0,0:01:57.16,0:01:59.82,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[{\i1}waves crashing{\i0}] Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.25,0:02:06.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Growing up with Ben was pretty great. Dialogue: 0,0:02:06.78,0:02:08.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He made pictures for a living, Dialogue: 0,0:02:08.24,0:02:10.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and didn't feel as comfortable in the city, Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.31,0:02:12.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so we traveled around a lot. Dialogue: 0,0:02:12.85,0:02:14.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He's what his hippie friends call Dialogue: 0,0:02:14.36,0:02:17.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a "free spirit" or something. Dialogue: 0,0:02:19.48,0:02:21.26,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We camped a lot. Dialogue: 0,0:02:21.26,0:02:23.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'd pretend I was a giant stinky butterfly. Dialogue: 0,0:02:23.42,0:02:26.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'd help Ben find girlfriends. Dialogue: 0,0:02:26.19,0:02:27.73,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We'd go shark fishing. Dialogue: 0,0:02:27.73,0:02:29.06,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We'd do yoga. Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.06,0:02:30.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'd give him kisses. Dialogue: 0,0:02:30.72,0:02:32.49,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We'd hang out with famous people. Dialogue: 0,0:02:32.49,0:02:34.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,We even went sailing in the desert once. Dialogue: 0,0:02:35.51,0:02:37.12,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Which brings me to a time in my life Dialogue: 0,0:02:37.12,0:02:39.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that I've always been \Na little self-conscious about. Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.58,0:02:40.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Of course it's not my fault, Dialogue: 0,0:02:40.98,0:02:42.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but I became SO HANDSOME Dialogue: 0,0:02:42.62,0:02:45.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,that it was impossible to ignore. Dialogue: 0,0:02:45.35,0:02:46.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When Ben started to notice, Dialogue: 0,0:02:46.64,0:02:48.97,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I had to start working for a living. Dialogue: 0,0:02:48.97,0:02:52.33,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Humiliating outfits became pretty standard. Dialogue: 0,0:02:52.33,0:02:54.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If you've ever been told to look cute, Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.18,0:02:56.88,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you know it's not as easy as it sounds. Dialogue: 0,0:02:56.88,0:02:59.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And you can't just fake \Nspecial kisses in the studio. Dialogue: 0,0:02:59.62,0:03:01.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It won't look authentic. Dialogue: 0,0:03:03.17,0:03:05.47,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Oh man, those were the good old days for sure. Dialogue: 0,0:03:14.87,0:03:17.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think most people would've \Nleft their old dog at home, Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.44,0:03:21.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but Ben insisted on taking me \Nto all our favourite spots one more time. Dialogue: 0,0:03:23.07,0:03:26.43,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I think he feels like he can't \Nleave my side right now. Dialogue: 0,0:03:29.02,0:03:31.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,This one time, about ten years ago, Dialogue: 0,0:03:31.36,0:03:33.15,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,we were camping at Joshua Tree, Dialogue: 0,0:03:33.15,0:03:36.32,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and Ben stood up by the campfire\Nand just passed out. Dialogue: 0,0:03:36.32,0:03:38.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he started bleeding. Dialogue: 0,0:03:39.69,0:03:42.39,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Things changed a lot after that. Dialogue: 0,0:03:42.39,0:03:44.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,When I licked him, I could taste the chemicals Dialogue: 0,0:03:44.29,0:03:46.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,they were putting in him to kill the cancer; Dialogue: 0,0:03:46.69,0:03:49.30,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but it just seemed like \Nthey were killing him too. Dialogue: 0,0:04:01.62,0:04:05.23,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[{\i1}muffled deep waves crashing under water{\i0}] Dialogue: 0,0:04:09.70,0:04:12.22,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,If anyone had tried to take me \Nout of that hospital room, Dialogue: 0,0:04:12.22,0:04:14.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I would've bitten their face. Dialogue: 0,0:04:15.88,0:04:17.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I remember feeling really sad for Ben Dialogue: 0,0:04:17.85,0:04:21.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,when he found out he'd have to poop into \Na plastic bag attached to his stomach Dialogue: 0,0:04:21.38,0:04:24.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,for the rest of his life. Dialogue: 0,0:04:24.03,0:04:27.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Mainly because he already had \Nto put all of my poop into plastic bags. Dialogue: 0,0:04:28.43,0:04:30.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,The worst though was when this letter \Ncame from the insurance company. Dialogue: 0,0:04:30.94,0:04:33.50,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,["...we are rescinding your coverage \Nand denying the claim."] Dialogue: 0,0:04:33.50,0:04:35.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,One time I had the best dream ever. Dialogue: 0,0:04:35.46,0:04:36.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I dreamed I had rabies Dialogue: 0,0:04:36.62,0:04:38.36,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,and snuck into the insurance company Dialogue: 0,0:04:38.36,0:04:41.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,to share my rabies \Nwith as many people as I could Dialogue: 0,0:04:41.03,0:04:43.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,before they shot me with a tranquilizer gun. Dialogue: 0,0:04:50.13,0:04:54.19,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I don't know what \NI would have done without Ben. Dialogue: 0,0:04:54.19,0:04:57.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm so glad his cancer went away. Dialogue: 0,0:04:57.86,0:04:59.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'd be so scared right now Dialogue: 0,0:04:59.29,0:05:02.29,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if I was going through this without him. Dialogue: 0,0:05:35.44,0:05:38.77,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I've been trying to be really strong \Nfor him this week. Dialogue: 0,0:05:38.77,0:05:43.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Just like he was when things \Nwere going really bad. Dialogue: 0,0:05:48.89,0:05:51.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My last night was really peaceful. Dialogue: 0,0:05:51.63,0:05:52.100,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I wasn't hungry anymore, Dialogue: 0,0:05:52.100,0:05:55.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,so I let Ben know it was time. Dialogue: 0,0:05:55.70,0:05:57.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And he let me sleep on his chest all night. Dialogue: 0,0:06:04.10,0:06:05.54,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Ben said a raven swooped by Dialogue: 0,0:06:05.54,0:06:09.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,while he carried me \Nto the vet's car in the morning. Dialogue: 0,0:06:09.27,0:06:12.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm sure his hippie friends \Nhad lots to say about that. Dialogue: 0,0:06:15.48,0:06:17.48,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There was this really smart scientist guy Dialogue: 0,0:06:17.48,0:06:20.51,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,who thought that people \Ncould learn a lot from dogs. Dialogue: 0,0:06:20.51,0:06:21.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,He said that when someone you love Dialogue: 0,0:06:21.85,0:06:23.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,walks through the door, Dialogue: 0,0:06:23.27,0:06:25.45,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,even if it happens five times a day, Dialogue: 0,0:06:25.45,0:06:28.44,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you should go totally insane with joy. Dialogue: 0,0:06:28.44,0:06:31.84,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[{\i1}sweeping melodic electronic music \Nwith high vocals{\i0}]