[Script Info] Title: [Events] Format: Layer, Start, End, Style, Name, MarginL, MarginR, MarginV, Effect, Text Dialogue: 0,0:00:05.78,0:00:07.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To the man in the car who shouted Dialogue: 0,0:00:07.58,0:00:13.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"{\i1}I like a big girl in bed, baby. More room to paint on.{\i0}" Dialogue: 0,0:00:13.70,0:00:14.58,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I said nothing. Dialogue: 0,0:00:15.22,0:00:17.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I pretended you meant "paint". Dialogue: 0,0:00:17.58,0:00:19.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I walked away\Ncomplemented. Dialogue: 0,0:00:20.19,0:00:24.37,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,In class, I learn about the tradition \Nof the pastoral landscape. Dialogue: 0,0:00:24.55,0:00:26.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,How it tames the wild out. Dialogue: 0,0:00:26.85,0:00:29.20,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,That nature is a frenzied horse Dialogue: 0,0:00:29.41,0:00:32.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,most useful after it is broken. Dialogue: 0,0:00:33.80,0:00:37.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Later, I remember how your thin limbs\Ndangled out of the car. Dialogue: 0,0:00:37.82,0:00:42.42,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I remember your mouth,\Nnot your own, you said Dialogue: 0,0:00:42.42,0:00:46.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,"{\i1}Darling, your body is like... a landscape.{\i0} Dialogue: 0,0:00:47.09,0:00:48.70,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\i1}The rolling hill of you.{\i0} Dialogue: 0,0:00:48.86,0:00:53.53,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,{\i1}The orchard I would set on fire \Nto match the colour of your mouth."{\i0} Dialogue: 0,0:00:53.73,0:00:57.64,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,And for a moment I think you meant it. Dialogue: 0,0:00:57.81,0:01:01.04,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Desirability is a clever thief. Dialogue: 0,0:01:01.19,0:01:03.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,It steals you away from your body. Dialogue: 0,0:01:03.82,0:01:05.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Casts subject as object, Dialogue: 0,0:01:05.98,0:01:08.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,if it means I am wanted. Dialogue: 0,0:01:08.44,0:01:12.28,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I know bodies like mine can only \Nbe talked about in metaphor. Dialogue: 0,0:01:12.51,0:01:16.87,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My stomach could be the curve of a sand dune; Dialogue: 0,0:01:17.04,0:01:19.71,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,my calves a flexing ocean; Dialogue: 0,0:01:20.03,0:01:23.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you could hook up with a mountain of a body; Dialogue: 0,0:01:23.64,0:01:27.86,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,you could describe it later \Nas legs you climbed aaaaall the way up. Dialogue: 0,0:01:28.03,0:01:29.69,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But a fat body, Dialogue: 0,0:01:29.73,0:01:31.63,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a dirty sidewalk, Dialogue: 0,0:01:31.88,0:01:35.16,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,is too big to be worthy of a human form. Dialogue: 0,0:01:35.36,0:01:36.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,So when I talk about myself Dialogue: 0,0:01:36.98,0:01:38.62,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I describe a landscape, Dialogue: 0,0:01:38.90,0:01:40.27,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a skyline, Dialogue: 0,0:01:40.38,0:01:42.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a galaxy of a woman, Dialogue: 0,0:01:42.34,0:01:44.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,a palatable vastness. Dialogue: 0,0:01:45.14,0:01:51.31,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I ask myself if I could be the sun \Nstreaking someone else's sky awake? Dialogue: 0,0:01:51.55,0:01:53.81,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Desirability means my favourite compliment Dialogue: 0,0:01:54.01,0:01:55.94,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,came when a man told me that my mouth Dialogue: 0,0:01:56.08,0:02:02.46,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,reminded him of a jar of fireflies\Non a hot southern night. Dialogue: 0,0:02:02.63,0:02:04.74,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I grew up in Portland. Dialogue: 0,0:02:04.74,0:02:05.75,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[ {\i1}audience laughs and cheers{\i0}] Dialogue: 0,0:02:05.75,0:02:08.78,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I have no idea what a jar of fireflies feels like. Dialogue: 0,0:02:10.100,0:02:15.85,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,But I bet you it's beautiful like the paintings. Dialogue: 0,0:02:16.36,0:02:20.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Something you can hang up \Nand show off to strangers, Dialogue: 0,0:02:20.41,0:02:24.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,say this piece shows that nature is a frenzied swarm, Dialogue: 0,0:02:25.09,0:02:29.38,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,but god damn, how pretty \Nthe jar tames it. Dialogue: 0,0:02:29.85,0:02:36.40,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,There are days the body positivity movement\Ndoes not prepare you for. Dialogue: 0,0:02:36.40,0:02:39.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like the day you have to take your body back Dialogue: 0,0:02:39.61,0:02:43.96,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,from the only way people allow themselves \Nto find it beautiful. Dialogue: 0,0:02:43.96,0:02:46.14,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,To say that my mouth? Dialogue: 0,0:02:46.14,0:02:47.91,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Does not firefly. Dialogue: 0,0:02:47.91,0:02:49.08,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My body? Dialogue: 0,0:02:49.08,0:02:50.76,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Is not a landscape. Dialogue: 0,0:02:50.76,0:02:54.34,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I. Am not. A fucking orchard. Dialogue: 0,0:02:54.34,0:02:57.60,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Or a crate of bruised fruit\Non the road you stop at, Dialogue: 0,0:02:57.60,0:03:02.99,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,on the way to some beautiful hillside \Nwith curves in aaaall the right places. Dialogue: 0,0:03:02.99,0:03:05.65,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,My body is goooood. Dialogue: 0,0:03:05.65,0:03:07.98,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Like. A body. Dialogue: 0,0:03:07.98,0:03:09.11,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I take up Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.11,0:03:09.61,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,this Dialogue: 0,0:03:09.61,0:03:10.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,much. Dialogue: 0,0:03:10.18,0:03:10.79,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,space. Dialogue: 0,0:03:11.07,0:03:14.92,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I'm not some sprawling. thing. in the distance. Dialogue: 0,0:03:15.05,0:03:17.03,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I am right here! Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.03,0:03:17.72,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,I. Dialogue: 0,0:03:17.77,0:03:18.59,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Am right. Dialogue: 0,0:03:18.68,0:03:19.24,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,Here. Dialogue: 0,0:03:19.91,0:03:21.18,Default,,0000,0000,0000,,[{\i1}audience cheers{\i0}]