1 00:00:05,104 --> 00:00:10,885 Today on The Laura Flanders Show, writer and activist Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha 2 00:00:10,885 --> 00:00:17,219 discusses poetry, capitalism, and the difference between disability rights and disability justice. 3 00:00:17,219 --> 00:00:21,091 All that and a few words from me on Roads Less Traveled. 4 00:00:21,091 --> 00:00:22,705 Welcome to our program. 5 00:00:45,060 --> 00:00:46,514 Hi, I'm Laura Flanders. 6 00:00:46,514 --> 00:00:47,787 Safety. 7 00:00:47,787 --> 00:00:51,904 Every law enforcement officer and every politician will tell you that they're for it. 8 00:00:51,904 --> 00:00:55,984 And yet for many police aren't the answer, they're a problem in the community 9 00:00:55,984 --> 00:00:59,148 and today's policy makers are only making things worse. 10 00:00:59,148 --> 00:01:03,365 If what we're doing isn't making many of us safer, what might? 11 00:01:03,365 --> 00:01:05,597 Our next guest has gone on a search. 12 00:01:05,597 --> 00:01:09,621 Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha describes herself 13 00:01:09,621 --> 00:01:14,952 as a queer, disabled, writer, performer, poet, healer and teacher, 14 00:01:14,952 --> 00:01:17,628 inspired by poets, June Jordan, Suheir Hammad, 15 00:01:17,628 --> 00:01:20,647 and what she calls the whole women of color pantheon. 16 00:01:20,647 --> 00:01:23,458 She is the author of several books of poetry including 17 00:01:23,458 --> 00:01:28,048 Consensual Genocide and the Lambda Award winning, Love Cake. 18 00:01:28,048 --> 00:01:33,460 She has a new book of poetry, Body Map, and a memoir, Dirty River, out this year. 19 00:01:33,460 --> 00:01:38,426 She also performs with the group Mangos With Chili. She's an editor, too, of the book 20 00:01:38,426 --> 00:01:45,167 The Revolution Starts as Home: Confronting Intimate Violence in Activist Communities, 21 00:01:45,167 --> 00:01:51,406 a book that grapples with the difficult ideas of addressing violence without police. 22 00:01:51,406 --> 00:01:55,456 We also discovered that we shared a meal together a few years ago in Toronto. 23 00:01:55,456 --> 00:01:58,413 Many years ago. I'm happy to see you again, Leah. Thanks for coming in. 24 00:01:58,413 --> 00:01:59,976 Thanks so much for having me. 25 00:01:59,976 --> 00:02:04,460 Let's talk a little bit about this notion of safety and we'll come back to other things. 26 00:02:05,794 --> 00:02:07,281 What does it mean to you? 27 00:02:07,281 --> 00:02:11,913 I think that there are a million survivors of violence out there. 28 00:02:11,913 --> 00:02:15,160 I think that most people have survived some form of abuse or violence. 29 00:02:15,160 --> 00:02:19,135 I think that as feminists, we've been talking about that at least since the '70s and beyond. 30 00:02:19,135 --> 00:02:21,873 And I think that in the criminal legal system 31 00:02:21,873 --> 00:02:24,965 -which I don't call the criminal justice system, because it doesn't bring it- 32 00:02:24,965 --> 00:02:27,968 no one ever asks survivors of violence what they need 33 00:02:27,968 --> 00:02:31,273 to have safety, justice, and healing in their lives. 34 00:02:31,273 --> 00:02:33,550 We're told as survivors of violence that, 35 00:02:33,550 --> 00:02:36,946 "Yay! Second wave white liberal feminism works, 36 00:02:36,946 --> 00:02:39,874 so we get to call the cops and send our abusers to prison." 37 00:02:39,874 --> 00:02:44,051 I don't know a single survivor who's ever called the police to get justice. 38 00:02:44,051 --> 00:02:47,459 And of the ones that I've read about, I don't know a single one who said, 39 00:02:47,459 --> 00:02:51,159 "Yeah my experience in the criminal legal system was great and I got what I needed." 40 00:02:51,159 --> 00:02:57,135 We're basically being used to create more prisons and to build mass incarceration. 41 00:02:57,135 --> 00:02:58,633 Explain what you mean by that. 42 00:02:58,633 --> 00:03:01,303 I think that like a lot of feminists of color, 43 00:03:01,303 --> 00:03:04,878 I understand why a lot of feminists in the '70s and '80s pushed for things 44 00:03:04,878 --> 00:03:08,217 like the criminalization of domestic violence and child and sexual abuse. 45 00:03:08,217 --> 00:03:10,742 But what black and brown feminists know 46 00:03:10,742 --> 00:03:14,155 is that bringing more police into our communities never keeps us safe. 47 00:03:14,155 --> 00:03:18,500 My good friend Ejeris Dixon, who worked for many years at Audre Lorde Project, 48 00:03:18,500 --> 00:03:22,491 talks about how what we're calling transformative justice is nothing new. 49 00:03:22,491 --> 00:03:25,127 She's like, "My father is a black man from Louisiana. 50 00:03:25,127 --> 00:03:29,327 Growing up, the police were the clan and still are"; and he's like, 51 00:03:29,327 --> 00:03:32,491 "That's not who we called when there was intimate partner abuse in our communities." 52 00:03:32,491 --> 00:03:34,511 That hasn't changed. 53 00:03:34,511 --> 00:03:40,706 Is that where the artist and poet and imagination comes in of what else might we do? 54 00:03:40,706 --> 00:03:42,566 What else have other communities done? 55 00:03:42,566 --> 00:03:44,154 Mm-hmm. [laughs] One thing that I'm really grateful for 56 00:03:44,154 --> 00:03:50,455 ... so I'm about to be 40 which means I came up as an activist and an organizer in the '90s 57 00:03:50,455 --> 00:03:55,289 and I still... back then I would run into, you know, in whatever movement spaces we were a part of, 58 00:03:55,289 --> 00:04:00,103 a little bit of the "oh, cultural works, this very feminized unimportant thing." 59 00:04:00,103 --> 00:04:03,936 I still remember trying to organize a Free Mumia [Abu Jamal] rally in 1996, 60 00:04:03,936 --> 00:04:06,450 and there was some old white Bolshevik guy who was like... 61 00:04:06,450 --> 00:04:08,962 we wanted to have... we were young people of color, and we were like... 62 00:04:08,962 --> 00:04:10,704 "We want to have MC's and hip-hop artists and poets," 63 00:04:10,704 --> 00:04:14,397 and he was like, "That's not how you do a proper rally. You sell the paper!" 64 00:04:14,397 --> 00:04:17,415 and we were like, "you're racist and irrelevant." 65 00:04:17,415 --> 00:04:20,048 I think that cultural work still is minimized 66 00:04:20,048 --> 00:04:24,225 but I think that it goes beyond just being the entertainment at the rally. 67 00:04:24,225 --> 00:04:26,067 I think it is just what you said about ... 68 00:04:26,067 --> 00:04:31,470 Diane di Prima once said that, "The only war that matters is the war of the imagination." 69 00:04:31,470 --> 00:04:33,947 And I think that it's very easy 70 00:04:33,947 --> 00:04:38,525 when we are surviving and not surviving multiple forms of violence all of the time 71 00:04:38,525 --> 00:04:40,778 to focus on the power that we don't have. 72 00:04:40,778 --> 00:04:43,406 One thing that the Allied Media Conference 73 00:04:43,406 --> 00:04:45,820 -which is a grassroots media conference I work with- 74 00:04:45,820 --> 00:04:50,850 stresses in how we organize is that we focus on where we're powerful not where we're powerless. 75 00:04:50,850 --> 00:04:53,701 I think the imagination is one place that we're powerful, 76 00:04:53,701 --> 00:04:57,422 and I think that we don't have the state, we don't have the prisons, 77 00:04:57,422 --> 00:04:59,051 we don't have the cops, thank God. 78 00:04:59,051 --> 00:05:03,691 What we do have is the wild, queer, feminists of color, decolonial imagination. 79 00:05:03,691 --> 00:05:08,058 And what difference does your disability make and the disability rights movement make? 80 00:05:08,058 --> 00:05:11,105 I heard you begin to talk about it, but I think it's important. 81 00:05:11,105 --> 00:05:14,939 Right. We actually use the term disability justice because the disability rights movement, 82 00:05:14,939 --> 00:05:19,724 while it's incredibly important and I'm grateful for the work those organizers did, 83 00:05:19,724 --> 00:05:22,994 has been predominately a white dominated single-issue movement. 84 00:05:22,994 --> 00:05:27,979 Disability justice as a term was coined by people of color with disabilities who were revolutionaries, 85 00:05:27,979 --> 00:05:31,219 especially Patricia Berne and Leroy Moore of Sins Invalid 86 00:05:31,219 --> 00:05:35,803 who got really sick of being marginalized as disabled revolutionary people of color 87 00:05:35,803 --> 00:05:40,725 within both white disability rights and non-disabled people of color movements, 88 00:05:40,725 --> 00:05:44,105 and I would just say everything. [laughs] 89 00:05:44,105 --> 00:05:49,140 Cara Page, who is a beloved, beloved person, who is the ED of Audre Lorde Project right now, 90 00:05:49,140 --> 00:05:52,481 she was part of a group called Kindred, which still exists, 91 00:05:52,481 --> 00:05:55,881 which is black and brown queer southern healers, and they came together because she was like, 92 00:05:55,881 --> 00:06:01,827 "Organizers are literally dying in the South because of chronic illness and ableism 93 00:06:01,827 --> 00:06:05,133 and the relentless pace of our movements that is ableist." 94 00:06:05,133 --> 00:06:07,157 So I would say that the first thing that's true for our movements 95 00:06:07,157 --> 00:06:10,827 is that sustainability is a huge issue for us. 96 00:06:10,827 --> 00:06:14,338 There's so much that non-disabled activists can learn from disabled people 97 00:06:14,338 --> 00:06:16,530 and that's kind of one of the beginning places. 98 00:06:16,530 --> 00:06:20,685 I think a lot of non-disabled activists, or people who don't identify as disabled yet, 99 00:06:20,685 --> 00:06:24,786 are used to thinking of disability only in terms of, "Oh we need to get a ramp." 100 00:06:24,786 --> 00:06:29,559 And that's really important but it's a really huge cognitive leap for non-disabled folks 101 00:06:29,559 --> 00:06:33,635 to become aware that disabled folks have our histories and cultures of resistance. 102 00:06:33,635 --> 00:06:35,096 We have crip science. 103 00:06:35,096 --> 00:06:38,558 We have incredible organizing skills that non-disabled people need to learn from. 104 00:06:38,558 --> 00:06:43,566 I can organize from bed. I can organize on the internet. I can organize on crip time. 105 00:06:43,566 --> 00:06:48,887 I can do a lot of miraculous things that are not on a 16 meeting a week relentless schedule. 106 00:06:48,887 --> 00:06:51,645 I can do that on no money and I am not alone. 107 00:06:51,645 --> 00:06:53,934 I am one of millions of disabled folks who are resisting, 108 00:06:53,934 --> 00:06:58,540 and I would say a whole lot of other things about eugenics and the value of our bodies 109 00:06:58,540 --> 00:07:03,775 and how the struggle around those issues are immensely connected with anti-prison organizing. 110 00:07:03,775 --> 00:07:04,955 Just to begin with. 111 00:07:04,955 --> 00:07:07,585 And I would just add one other thing. It has to do with fun. 112 00:07:07,585 --> 00:07:08,677 Oh, yeah, right? 113 00:07:08,677 --> 00:07:12,557 I had a disability justice activist talk the other day about aging 114 00:07:12,557 --> 00:07:17,189 and said to her not-disabled, they didn't think, colleagues, 115 00:07:17,189 --> 00:07:24,371 "You want to learn how to work your body as it ages, 116 00:07:24,371 --> 00:07:29,161 as if you're lucky it will acquire disabilities, learn from us." 117 00:07:29,161 --> 00:07:32,304 Oh I need to say this. My friend Naima Lowe said recently, 118 00:07:32,304 --> 00:07:33,241 she's like you know, 119 00:07:33,241 --> 00:07:34,944 "The thing that non-disabled folks have to learn from us 120 00:07:34,944 --> 00:07:37,535 is that we've already survived some of the worst things that can happen; 121 00:07:37,535 --> 00:07:42,301 and I don't just mean what ableism sees as the individual tragedy of our bodies, 122 00:07:42,301 --> 00:07:45,454 I mean surviving ableism and capitalism, and we know how to do it. 123 00:07:45,454 --> 00:07:49,749 And we are thriving and we are surviving and we're not always surviving but we are." 124 00:07:49,749 --> 00:07:51,321 So yeah, exactly. 125 00:07:51,321 --> 00:07:55,513 When that, y'know, break-neck speed burn-out able-bodied activist 126 00:07:55,513 --> 00:08:00,206 gets cancer or diabetes or, you know, gets an amputation and is like, "Oh my God, my life's over!" 127 00:08:00,206 --> 00:08:01,887 we're there to be like it actually really isn't, 128 00:08:01,887 --> 00:08:04,744 but you need to change the way your life is and the way movements are 129 00:08:04,744 --> 00:08:07,633 so we can actually be part of that radical imagination. 130 00:08:07,633 --> 00:08:09,200 [Laura] And we can have fun. [Leah] And we can have fun. 131 00:08:09,200 --> 00:08:11,220 [Laura] Talk about fun. [Leah] What do you want to know? 132 00:08:11,220 --> 00:08:13,104 [Laura] What you're into. [Leah laughs] 133 00:08:13,104 --> 00:08:14,546 [Laura] I'm watching you and I'm thinking 134 00:08:14,546 --> 00:08:21,885 you're talking about some of the most intense, hardcore stuff and yet you're clearly relishing it. 135 00:08:21,885 --> 00:08:23,521 [Leah] I'm not dead. [Laura laughs] 136 00:08:23,521 --> 00:08:26,604 I was like many survivors who make it to 40. 137 00:08:26,604 --> 00:08:29,755 I was not supposed to ... I'm going to quote somebody who's going to make you cry. 138 00:08:29,755 --> 00:08:35,109 I mean June Jordan, right? The revolutionary queer black poet. 139 00:08:35,109 --> 00:08:40,650 Cancer survivor and, y'know, cancer not-survivor said right after 9/11, 140 00:08:40,650 --> 00:08:45,316 "Some of us did not die. I guess it was our fate to live, so what are we going to do about it?" 141 00:08:45,316 --> 00:08:51,338 I was talking with one of my chosen family members who is also a hardcore survivor who's 42 142 00:08:51,338 --> 00:08:56,363 who painted this cane and they were like, "We made it. Now what do we do with it?" 143 00:08:56,363 --> 00:08:58,315 We survived and we have all that knowledge. 144 00:08:58,315 --> 00:09:01,676 I'm thankful every day and not in some weird bourgie Christian way. 145 00:09:01,676 --> 00:09:04,327 I'm just like, I get to be alive. 146 00:09:04,327 --> 00:09:07,057 [laughs] I get to have made it through some of the roughest stuff, 147 00:09:07,057 --> 00:09:10,864 and that's not to say that there's not going to be disasters that keep coming. 148 00:09:10,864 --> 00:09:13,460 I have a poem in the book called The Worst Thing in the World, 149 00:09:13,460 --> 00:09:15,140 which is the truth is, it will keep happening. 150 00:09:15,140 --> 00:09:20,167 You know, we're about to run out of water in California in a year. Octavia Butler was right. 151 00:09:20,167 --> 00:09:23,726 What one thing that we also have power over 152 00:09:23,726 --> 00:09:26,030 is our capacity for joy and pleasure 153 00:09:26,030 --> 00:09:28,867 and that's something that queer and trans folks have always held onto, 154 00:09:28,867 --> 00:09:33,108 is, y'know, we don't have to be homonormative. We actually don't have to. 155 00:09:33,108 --> 00:09:39,220 We have so much that's about sex and joy and pleasure and the powers of decadence on no money. 156 00:09:39,220 --> 00:09:46,121 You have great examples of how people do confront violence without recourse to the police in your book. 157 00:09:46,121 --> 00:09:47,374 [Leah] Thank you. 158 00:09:47,374 --> 00:09:52,368 The group UBUNTU stands out in my mind. The word meaning born to belonging. 159 00:09:52,368 --> 00:09:54,766 [Leah] I am because we are. 160 00:09:54,766 --> 00:09:56,584 I am because we are. 161 00:09:56,584 --> 00:09:58,752 Talk about how they work and why you thought it was important to put them in the book. 162 00:09:58,752 --> 00:10:03,088 UBUNTU is one of the most amazing groups that I've ever run into ... 163 00:10:03,088 --> 00:10:07,311 Alexis Pauline Gumbs, who is a queer black feminist troublemaker genius ... 164 00:10:07,311 --> 00:10:08,498 [Laura] Who's been on this program. 165 00:10:08,498 --> 00:10:11,976 Good! I feel blessed every time I'm in Alexis's presence. 166 00:10:11,976 --> 00:10:16,830 I ran into UBUNTU's work when I was stealing time from my day job at the eviction hotline. 167 00:10:16,830 --> 00:10:22,175 They came together after the Duke University rape -I hesitate to call it a trial- 168 00:10:22,175 --> 00:10:26,476 but where several white male Duke University Lacrosse players 169 00:10:26,476 --> 00:10:30,551 sexually assaulted black female sex workers who they'd hired to dance for them at a party. 170 00:10:30,551 --> 00:10:37,189 I always talk about that story when I'm asked to talk about transformative justice 171 00:10:37,189 --> 00:10:39,895 because that is an example where, you know, 172 00:10:39,895 --> 00:10:42,772 I mean, just the forces of anti-black racism, whorephobia, 173 00:10:42,772 --> 00:10:45,472 you know it's a perfect storm of everything awful. 174 00:10:45,472 --> 00:10:48,928 It would be really easy to feel like there's nothing we can do, 175 00:10:48,928 --> 00:10:50,887 and UBUNTU came together and they said, 176 00:10:50,887 --> 00:10:55,348 "We can't control the courts but we can do a national day of truth-telling march 177 00:10:55,348 --> 00:10:58,020 past the house where the assault happened holding signs saying, 178 00:10:58,020 --> 00:11:01,056 "Someone I love is a sex worker," and, "I believe survivors," 179 00:11:01,056 --> 00:11:04,182 and do a dance routine to Audre Lorde's A Litany for Survival 180 00:11:04,182 --> 00:11:06,525 in front of the house where the assault happened. 181 00:11:06,525 --> 00:11:11,306 They just grew to do incredible anti-violence work in Durham, North Carolina and beyond. 182 00:11:11,306 --> 00:11:13,570 Just speaking to that, 183 00:11:13,570 --> 00:11:16,928 this example that is in the interview that we did with Alexis that pops out at me is that, 184 00:11:16,928 --> 00:11:20,230 you know they had multiple examples of just, they were like, 185 00:11:20,230 --> 00:11:22,567 "Yeah, we were just walking down the street one day and we ran into this young woman 186 00:11:22,567 --> 00:11:26,613 who'd just been assaulted by her partner and we just said, hey, what do you need? Come with us. 187 00:11:26,613 --> 00:11:30,107 We took her into our home. We made her tea. We talked about our experiences. 188 00:11:30,107 --> 00:11:32,357 We called her family and her faith leader." 189 00:11:32,357 --> 00:11:36,947 And when I asked Alexis, "So that's something a lot of feminists wish they could do, 190 00:11:36,947 --> 00:11:39,723 but when something like that happens, we freeze, so what made that possible?" 191 00:11:39,723 --> 00:11:41,633 Cycling back to what you said about relationships, 192 00:11:41,633 --> 00:11:45,021 she was like, "90% of our work doesn't look like traditional activist work. 193 00:11:45,021 --> 00:11:46,560 It's doing childcare. It's hanging out. 194 00:11:46,560 --> 00:11:51,803 It's building with each other so we're not a clique, we're an actual community, 195 00:11:51,803 --> 00:11:57,882 and we know that we can call on each other during the times of deepest crisis and we can respond." 196 00:11:57,882 --> 00:12:00,920 That's why I think we need to do relationship work 197 00:12:00,920 --> 00:12:03,214 and that's work that's looked down on because it's feminized 198 00:12:03,214 --> 00:12:06,708 and it's not seen as like big, beating the chest, I'm leading the rally, work. 199 00:12:06,708 --> 00:12:09,303 It's just what women and feminized people have always done. 200 00:12:09,303 --> 00:12:12,966 I always say we have a big fight around the shredding of the social safety net 201 00:12:12,966 --> 00:12:16,889 but what we don't talk often enough about is not the net but the fabric. 202 00:12:16,889 --> 00:12:19,926 We need to re-stitch the social fabric. 203 00:12:19,926 --> 00:12:23,440 Which I think is what you're talking about when somebody opens their doors. 204 00:12:24,916 --> 00:12:27,164 So much to talk about. 205 00:12:27,164 --> 00:12:29,329 Mentors. I'd love to hear about more of your mentors. 206 00:12:29,329 --> 00:12:31,158 What you've learned from different people. 207 00:12:31,158 --> 00:12:34,383 Then this word transformative justice. 208 00:12:34,383 --> 00:12:38,329 This idea that you're in a transformative justice moment. What do you mean? 209 00:12:38,329 --> 00:12:40,116 [laughs] You want me to start with that? 210 00:12:40,116 --> 00:12:41,078 [Laura] Yeah. 211 00:12:41,078 --> 00:12:42,952 Yeah. We're in a transformative ... 212 00:12:42,952 --> 00:12:45,025 I mean we've been in a transformative justice moment all of our lives. 213 00:12:45,025 --> 00:12:50,995 I think that right now it was really intense being at the Color of Violence 4 Conference, 214 00:12:50,995 --> 00:12:52,530 which happened this past weekend, 215 00:12:52,530 --> 00:12:58,576 and feeling, really feeling, how I feel like I've been in movement with the folks who were there, 216 00:12:58,576 --> 00:13:02,207 the black and brown women who were there, for 15 years, 217 00:13:02,207 --> 00:13:05,785 and for so many of us we started, y'know, going back to that ... 218 00:13:05,785 --> 00:13:08,042 the early Incite documents of like, 219 00:13:08,042 --> 00:13:10,321 so the police don't work for us as black and brown folks. 220 00:13:10,321 --> 00:13:13,619 When they're called, they arrest us, they beat us, the deport us. 221 00:13:13,619 --> 00:13:17,355 It's never safe to be a black sex worker who calls the cops when your partner is beating you up. 222 00:13:17,355 --> 00:13:19,763 It's never safe. It's never going to add to that. 223 00:13:19,763 --> 00:13:21,157 What do we do instead? 224 00:13:21,157 --> 00:13:23,457 And to go on these, what Alyssa Vera calls, 225 00:13:23,457 --> 00:13:27,866 "marvelous journeys and stories that are still being written." 226 00:13:27,866 --> 00:13:31,168 I think that we're in an incredible moment right now 227 00:13:31,168 --> 00:13:34,816 with Black Lives Matter as a black feminist-led movement and created movement. 228 00:13:34,816 --> 00:13:39,782 It is incredible for me to look at Rolling Stone Magazine, to look at that article that says that, 229 00:13:39,782 --> 00:13:43,492 "Policing's a dirty job and it turns out no one has to do it. Here's 10 alternatives." 230 00:13:43,492 --> 00:13:46,556 To feel that all over North America, people are saying, 231 00:13:46,556 --> 00:13:49,840 "Actually calling the cops always ends up with someone getting killed, 232 00:13:49,840 --> 00:13:54,592 so what are we actually do instead? Because our lives are on the line all the time." 233 00:13:54,592 --> 00:13:59,327 I've felt complicated about transformative justice and I'm someone who's helped organize it. 234 00:13:59,327 --> 00:14:03,609 Revolution Starts at Home came out in 2011 and I was very optimistic and I thought, 235 00:14:03,609 --> 00:14:06,235 "Oh and you know we just had the US social forum and in 3 years we'll just abolish the police. 236 00:14:06,235 --> 00:14:07,753 It'll be great." 237 00:14:07,753 --> 00:14:11,111 And it turns out that this project of replacing the state with community based alternatives 238 00:14:11,111 --> 00:14:16,875 is thrilling, maddening, exhausting, you don't know what's going to happen around the corner. 239 00:14:16,875 --> 00:14:21,311 It's very hard to work ... it's the most triggering work you can do. 240 00:14:21,311 --> 00:14:29,481 To speak to especially people in our communities who we love who cause harm, 241 00:14:29,481 --> 00:14:31,539 and to be able to be in the place where we say, 242 00:14:31,539 --> 00:14:34,368 "I love you. I do not want you to be locked up for the next 40 years. 243 00:14:34,368 --> 00:14:37,523 What you did is absolutely not alright and we're not going to let you keep doing it." 244 00:14:37,523 --> 00:14:41,486 We have not been trained to do this and it takes developing a lot of emotional muscles to do it. 245 00:14:41,486 --> 00:14:44,197 I believe that we are doing it and it's also not a straight shot. 246 00:14:44,197 --> 00:14:46,070 Your life is so not the straight shot. 247 00:14:46,070 --> 00:14:47,366 [Leah laughs] 248 00:14:47,366 --> 00:14:51,702 You are performing. You are organizing. You have 2 books coming out this year. 249 00:14:51,702 --> 00:14:53,503 You've written a memoir already. 250 00:14:53,503 --> 00:14:58,021 A. How do you find the time? And B. Is it a little early for a memoir? 251 00:14:58,021 --> 00:15:04,872 No. [laughs] I know. I mean, my niece Luna Merbruja, formerly known as Askari González, 252 00:15:04,872 --> 00:15:08,583 who's an incredible 22 year-old transgender Latina organizer 253 00:15:08,583 --> 00:15:12,323 who co-organized the first trans-women of color national gathering ever last year. 254 00:15:12,323 --> 00:15:16,564 Her memoir Trauma Queen came out 2 years ago, she's 23. 255 00:15:16,564 --> 00:15:17,447 [Laura] She beat you to it. 256 00:15:17,447 --> 00:15:18,996 I think she did. She did. 257 00:15:18,996 --> 00:15:21,494 Dirty River took 13 years to write 258 00:15:21,494 --> 00:15:24,955 and it makes me think a lot about the stakes for feminist of color writing. 259 00:15:24,955 --> 00:15:29,745 Alexis, as you probably know, she was one of the first people to get access to June's archives. 260 00:15:29,745 --> 00:15:34,793 June wrote, what 27 books over her life time? 30? 261 00:15:34,793 --> 00:15:38,729 Alexis has spoken a lot about, "Yeah, I read the correspondence where June was like, 262 00:15:38,729 --> 00:15:40,451 'I couldn't pay my phone bill that month.' 263 00:15:40,451 --> 00:15:43,737 Or where she was fighting so hard with the publishers of poetry." 264 00:15:43,737 --> 00:15:47,954 The people who wanted her to delete the subtitle "a revolutionary blueprint." 265 00:15:47,954 --> 00:15:53,090 I feel immensely lucky to be a queer, disabled feminist of color writing, 266 00:15:53,090 --> 00:15:57,580 and it's not, you know, it's not ... no one dinged me on the head with a star. 267 00:15:57,580 --> 00:15:59,868 It's not automatic. It's taken a lot of collective labor. 268 00:15:59,868 --> 00:16:03,694 It doesn't happen if our presses and media movements don't keep going. 269 00:16:03,694 --> 00:16:09,088 And like a lot of queer working-class, feminists of color, disabled folks, fill in the blank, 270 00:16:09,088 --> 00:16:12,032 we've really led real lives. 271 00:16:12,032 --> 00:16:17,572 My memoir is about me running away from America when I was 21 to set a national boundary 272 00:16:17,572 --> 00:16:21,283 between me and my parents and their love and their abuse and their internalized racism, 273 00:16:21,283 --> 00:16:26,146 and walking straight into a movement moment in Toronto in the late 90's that was filled 274 00:16:26,146 --> 00:16:29,089 with queer feminists of color and Desh Pardesh 275 00:16:29,089 --> 00:16:33,375 which was a revolutionary cross class south Asian queer organizing center 276 00:16:33,375 --> 00:16:37,289 and the biggest global diasporic Sri Lankan community in the world. 277 00:16:37,289 --> 00:16:40,337 And, y'know, nothing like being in love 278 00:16:40,337 --> 00:16:43,891 with a queer brown crazy boy who you're reading Franz Fanon with 279 00:16:43,891 --> 00:16:46,173 who also hits you when he's triggered too; 280 00:16:46,173 --> 00:16:49,092 and that's where my feminism and my organizing comes from. 281 00:16:49,092 --> 00:16:50,698 And we need those road maps. 282 00:16:50,698 --> 00:16:52,707 I partly wrote that book because ... 283 00:16:52,707 --> 00:16:56,440 I mean I'm a book nerd and I have an incredible collection of small press literature 284 00:16:56,440 --> 00:16:59,107 that's currently in a storage unit in Berkley. 285 00:16:59,107 --> 00:17:02,750 The incest survivor and survivor narratives that are out there 286 00:17:02,750 --> 00:17:07,326 are often very white, very from second-wave feminism, very single-issue, 287 00:17:07,326 --> 00:17:11,881 and I wanted to document all of our true life adventure stories of actually how we survive, 288 00:17:11,881 --> 00:17:13,960 in a very complicated way. 289 00:17:13,960 --> 00:17:16,788 Now there's never a moment on this program where I don't use the word queer 290 00:17:16,788 --> 00:17:18,229 and someone doesn't email me and say, 291 00:17:18,229 --> 00:17:21,375 "How can you be insulting people. What, are you going to use the 'N' word next?" 292 00:17:21,375 --> 00:17:22,635 What does queer mean to you? 293 00:17:22,635 --> 00:17:28,204 Queer means everything that's not straight that's in the practice of moving always towards freedom. 294 00:17:28,204 --> 00:17:31,507 So, Leah, you agreed generously to read something to us. What are you going to read? 295 00:17:31,507 --> 00:17:34,155 I'm going to read a poem called Wrong is Not Yours, 296 00:17:34,155 --> 00:17:36,735 after June Jordan, and it's from my new book Body Map. 297 00:17:37,405 --> 00:17:42,022 "One day you are a 22 year-old with dread-locked half Desi hair 298 00:17:42,022 --> 00:17:44,962 you decided to lock when you did double dip mescaline on New Year's Eve 299 00:17:44,962 --> 00:17:48,605 after staring at pictures of sadhus from south India. 300 00:17:48,605 --> 00:17:53,347 Years before Carol's Daughter in Target or Palmer Coconut Hair Milk or Kinky Curly, 301 00:17:53,347 --> 00:17:58,369 and you have no idea what to do with all that curly, curly hair. 302 00:17:58,369 --> 00:18:00,602 And you decide you want to change your name 303 00:18:00,602 --> 00:18:02,562 from Albrecht to no more Albrecht. 304 00:18:02,562 --> 00:18:04,617 You want your great grandmothers'. 305 00:18:04,617 --> 00:18:09,456 You are a 22 year-old on a straight diet of nothing but Franz Fanon, Marlon Riggs, and Chrystos. 306 00:18:09,456 --> 00:18:13,082 You are a Sri Lankan daughter of the Dutch East India company. 307 00:18:13,082 --> 00:18:15,562 You want no more Albrecht. 308 00:18:15,562 --> 00:18:17,164 No more rape in your pelvis. 309 00:18:17,164 --> 00:18:18,763 No more, "Where'd you get that name?" 310 00:18:18,763 --> 00:18:20,726 No more, "Are you adopted?" No more. 311 00:18:20,726 --> 00:18:24,315 Even though your grandmothers whisper, "Keep a white name for the passport." 312 00:18:24,315 --> 00:18:28,558 In fact, keep as many passports as possible. 313 00:18:28,558 --> 00:18:30,832 You never know what boat you're going to have to get on. 314 00:18:30,832 --> 00:18:33,244 Who you'll have to bullshit in an immigration office. 315 00:18:33,244 --> 00:18:35,892 You'll never know where we'll have to run to. 316 00:18:35,892 --> 00:18:37,854 Make home on. Sip your tea. 317 00:18:37,854 --> 00:18:39,653 Cook your rice. Wait for death. 318 00:18:39,653 --> 00:18:42,809 Looking at an ocean almost like your own. 319 00:18:42,809 --> 00:18:46,457 But you, you want your great grandmothers' name who eats hot pepper. 320 00:18:46,457 --> 00:18:49,314 Who walked out of Galicia with 13 children. 321 00:18:49,314 --> 00:18:50,976 Your other great grandmother 322 00:18:50,976 --> 00:18:54,690 whose name is a foot-note in a Lankan history books' cross-reference index, 323 00:18:54,690 --> 00:18:58,503 you find researching your senior thesis on mixed race women in Sri Lanka. 324 00:18:58,503 --> 00:19:01,964 Teachers, union organizers, and sluts, every one of us. 325 00:19:01,964 --> 00:19:06,880 And you get something infinitely Google-able. And infinitely unpronounceable 326 00:19:06,880 --> 00:19:09,336 except for Ukrainians and Lankans and Dravidians. 327 00:19:09,336 --> 00:19:12,387 And even when Dennis Kucinich runs for president 328 00:19:12,387 --> 00:19:15,499 and puts and Mp3 file on his website saying how to say his name 329 00:19:15,499 --> 00:19:19,288 and you think it might be a good idea, too. 330 00:19:19,288 --> 00:19:21,229 Your name is not wrong. 331 00:19:21,229 --> 00:19:23,414 Wrong is not your name. 332 00:19:23,414 --> 00:19:27,041 It is your own. Your own. Your own. Your own. 333 00:19:27,041 --> 00:19:27,748 Your. 334 00:19:27,748 --> 00:19:29,429 Own." 335 00:19:29,829 --> 00:19:36,139 Listening to you read Leah, I hear references to home. You have the word tattooed on your chest. 336 00:19:36,139 --> 00:19:37,270 [Leah] I do. 337 00:19:37,270 --> 00:19:39,962 June Jordan also wrote a collection Moving Towards Home. 338 00:19:39,962 --> 00:19:41,272 What does home mean to you? 339 00:19:41,272 --> 00:19:43,212 Oh, you sucker punched me. 340 00:19:43,212 --> 00:19:47,549 I think that, for those of us who are diasporic, home is always a question. 341 00:19:47,549 --> 00:19:50,101 I think that part of the reason why I got "home" tattooed there 342 00:19:50,101 --> 00:19:54,056 is that this body is the only thing that I'll ever own, and it's on loan. 343 00:19:54,056 --> 00:19:57,355 And I think that for those of us who have been forced from our homeland 344 00:19:57,355 --> 00:20:02,128 through, y'know, the top 5 of colonialism: rape, genocide, war, imperialism, et cetera, 345 00:20:02,128 --> 00:20:07,503 we carry home in our body's memories. In our cells. In our bones. 346 00:20:07,503 --> 00:20:10,503 We make home wherever we are. 347 00:20:10,503 --> 00:20:12,221 Whether it's a prison cell. Whether it's Brooklyn. 348 00:20:12,221 --> 00:20:15,165 Whether it's wherever we go when we're gentrified out of Brooklyn. 349 00:20:15,165 --> 00:20:17,266 And we make it in the imagination. 350 00:20:17,266 --> 00:20:21,526 And we also get to envision where home's going to be that hasn't happened yet. 351 00:20:21,526 --> 00:20:23,687 It doesn't just have to be loss. 352 00:20:23,687 --> 00:20:26,219 It doesn't have to be the thing that we're imagining that we want to get back to. 353 00:20:26,219 --> 00:20:30,089 When Palestine is free, it's going to be a different place than it was in '48. 354 00:20:30,089 --> 00:20:31,828 Yeah. And we make it with each other. 355 00:20:31,828 --> 00:20:33,349 Right. Exactly. 356 00:20:33,349 --> 00:20:35,431 You can find out more about our guest Leah, 357 00:20:35,431 --> 00:20:40,865 and June Jordan, the Poetry For The People founder and professor at UC Berkley at our website. 358 00:20:42,571 --> 00:20:45,449 This is Airport Ode #1 from Body Map. 359 00:20:45,449 --> 00:20:47,511 "the truth is, I ask for the opt out. 360 00:20:47,511 --> 00:20:51,446 I ask for it every single time. 361 00:20:51,446 --> 00:20:56,260 I would rather be patted down by a 60-ish white working class woman who looks just like my mom 362 00:20:56,260 --> 00:20:59,216 who I will studiously ma'am and ask about her day, 363 00:20:59,216 --> 00:21:02,781 than to sit sweating waiting for it to happen. 364 00:21:02,781 --> 00:21:05,225 than to have beam of atoms shot through my body 365 00:21:05,225 --> 00:21:10,633 and still get barked aside, patted down, tarot card, cock and coconut oil wanded. 366 00:21:10,633 --> 00:21:13,367 Once on my way to a red-eye from a performance in a cocktail dress, 367 00:21:13,367 --> 00:21:15,214 you were young and brown and queer 368 00:21:15,214 --> 00:21:19,204 and you said damn, it'll be easy to search you, you're hardly wearing anything at all 369 00:21:19,204 --> 00:21:20,597 you complemented my mukkuthi 370 00:21:20,597 --> 00:21:23,352 and because I am a frequent queerartbrownlady flier, 371 00:21:23,352 --> 00:21:26,342 you remember me from a week or two ago 372 00:21:26,342 --> 00:21:28,284 this is where we are in 2012: 373 00:21:28,284 --> 00:21:31,861 I chat friendly and deliberate with the sister who searches me 374 00:21:31,861 --> 00:21:32,933 legs spread out in front of the other, 375 00:21:32,933 --> 00:21:36,492 the back of the hand on sensitive areas your zipper line, your bra 376 00:21:36,492 --> 00:21:41,197 casual spread eagle in public as everyone hops on shoes, puts laptops back 377 00:21:41,197 --> 00:21:48,579 Not too long ago, every airport line a panic attack, every airport four hours sweating armpit rank, 378 00:21:48,579 --> 00:21:53,164 every bus crossing the small room and barking guards who don't even pretend to be polite 379 00:21:53,164 --> 00:21:56,656 who go through all your things and take you to the glass toilet 380 00:21:56,656 --> 00:22:03,331 Every time they chirp or bark, "I'm going to pat your hair now" I go deep inside and all the way out 381 00:22:03,331 --> 00:22:06,752 once, my girlfriend picked me up at the airport with a little tupperware of dinner 382 00:22:06,752 --> 00:22:09,633 and fucked me in long term parking bent over the hood of her car 383 00:22:09,633 --> 00:22:14,752 I was too nervous to come but I loved how she wanted to feed me, 384 00:22:14,752 --> 00:22:16,663 how she wanted to fuck me back 385 00:22:16,663 --> 00:22:24,294 in the middle of all these concrete cameras wands scanners fingerprints nexus red blinking eye 386 00:22:24,294 --> 00:22:26,708 this place that hates us." 387 00:22:30,680 --> 00:22:32,879 That was a poem from Leah's new book Body Map, 388 00:22:32,879 --> 00:22:35,680 about which you can get more information and find out how to get a copy for yourself 389 00:22:35,680 --> 00:22:37,742 at our website: GRITtv.org 390 00:22:37,742 --> 00:22:39,853 It's hard to imagine an American poet 391 00:22:39,853 --> 00:22:43,779 more celebrated than 4 time Pulitzer Prize winner Robert Frost. 392 00:22:43,779 --> 00:22:46,157 Whose most famous poem concludes 393 00:22:46,157 --> 00:22:50,990 "Two roads diverged in a wood, and I, I took the one less traveled by. 394 00:22:50,990 --> 00:22:53,123 And that has made all the difference." 395 00:22:53,123 --> 00:22:56,562 When the most celebrated poets' most well known lines praise difference, 396 00:22:56,562 --> 00:22:58,594 why is it that we're so scared of it? 397 00:22:58,594 --> 00:23:00,119 "Maybe we need more poets." 398 00:23:00,119 --> 00:23:02,955 That's what John F. Kennedy said just weeks before his death, 399 00:23:02,955 --> 00:23:06,632 at the groundbreaking of the Robert Frost Library at Amherst College. 400 00:23:06,632 --> 00:23:09,873 It was soon after the Cuban Missile Crisis, the Cold War was raging on, 401 00:23:09,873 --> 00:23:14,107 10 million Americans needed jobs, "America needed strength", said Kennedy. 402 00:23:14,107 --> 00:23:16,442 "But strength takes many forms, 403 00:23:16,442 --> 00:23:20,095 and the most obvious forms are not always the most significant." 404 00:23:20,095 --> 00:23:21,348 His words. 405 00:23:21,348 --> 00:23:25,517 "The men who create power make an indispensable contribution to the nations' greatness," 406 00:23:25,517 --> 00:23:27,095 the president continued, 407 00:23:27,095 --> 00:23:30,768 "but the men who question power make a contribution just as indispensable. 408 00:23:30,768 --> 00:23:34,379 For they determine whether we use power, or power uses us." 409 00:23:34,379 --> 00:23:38,042 Music and poetry and the arts push us, said Kennedy. 410 00:23:38,042 --> 00:23:44,874 "When power leads man toward arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. 411 00:23:44,874 --> 00:23:48,369 When power narrows the area of man's concern, 412 00:23:48,369 --> 00:23:53,487 poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence." 413 00:23:53,487 --> 00:23:55,850 That was half a century ago. 414 00:23:55,850 --> 00:24:00,393 Today we have entire months dedicated to something we call diversity, 415 00:24:00,393 --> 00:24:03,219 including this one, June, LGBTQI Pride. 416 00:24:03,219 --> 00:24:06,895 Except mostly, we don't celebrate diversity. We celebrate sameness. 417 00:24:06,895 --> 00:24:11,860 We honor all the progress that we lesbian gay bisexual and trans Americans have made, 418 00:24:11,860 --> 00:24:15,338 becoming accepted as normal by straight America. 419 00:24:15,338 --> 00:24:18,677 Now I'm for everyone enjoying the same rights in these United States, 420 00:24:18,677 --> 00:24:22,467 I support that ongoing project, for everybody. 421 00:24:22,467 --> 00:24:25,016 But I would like to celebrate something else this June: 422 00:24:25,016 --> 00:24:27,424 Roads Less Traveled. 423 00:24:27,424 --> 00:24:34,024 Especially the roads less traveled that LGBT people have taken, and take daily. 424 00:24:34,024 --> 00:24:37,324 The same old roads will take us to the same old places. 425 00:24:37,324 --> 00:24:40,889 It's divergence, as the straight white poet once wrote, 426 00:24:40,889 --> 00:24:43,268 that makes all the difference. 427 00:24:43,268 --> 00:24:44,336 Tell me what you think. 428 00:24:44,336 --> 00:24:46,551 Laura@GRITtv.org 429 00:24:46,551 --> 00:24:48,165 And thanks for listening. 430 00:24:57,488 --> 00:24:59,660 Today on the Laura Flanders show, from the archives, 431 00:24:59,660 --> 00:25:02,975 an interview with author and law professor Dean Spade. 432 00:25:02,975 --> 00:25:06,874 [Spade] One of the really interesting, um, contests, inside trans communities, 433 00:25:06,874 --> 00:25:08,891 and more broadly in queer and trans politics, 434 00:25:08,891 --> 00:25:11,598 is whether or not hate crimes laws actually work. 435 00:25:11,598 --> 00:25:13,125 [Flanders] And an exclusive preview of 436 00:25:13,125 --> 00:25:15,325 Spade's new film about pinkwashing. 437 00:25:15,325 --> 00:25:18,201 [speaker] Israel is gay friendly when it serves its purposes... 438 00:25:22,984 --> 00:25:30,565 [speaker]... every year, chemical pesticides kill no fewer than 3 million farmers. 439 00:25:32,272 --> 00:25:41,210 Every day, workplace accidents kill no fewer than 10,000 workers. 440 00:25:41,210 --> 00:25:48,317 Every minute, poverty kills no fewer than 15 children. 441 00:25:49,380 --> 00:25:53,105 These crimes do not show up on the news, 442 00:25:53,105 --> 00:25:58,627 they are, like wars, normal acts of cannibalism.